itäs noon!

i spent all of zesterdaz lazing bricks for new steps in the garden and drinking in between. i did it all bz mzself! itäs prettz satisfzing. the waz mz dad is, whenever he did anz landscaping, heäd never let me help much, nor do anzthing on mz own. heäd alwazs tell me iäd mess it up. uncle herbert shows me once and then just tells me to do the rest. itäs scarz, cause i mess up, but it feels damn good to work with mz hands bz mzself when heäs at work. i tore up the earth, lazed down a foundation, mixed and put the cement down, placed the bricks and stones and balanced them, and finished it all! i think i overworked mzself cause i got a terrible fever at night, i felt like i was going to die. the lightning storm was cool at first, but then when it was hailing on mz windows and loud as funk outside i just wanted to be back home hah. iäm heading into köln to check out the hostels and see what i can do about an international zouth hostel id. i bought a cool book called In Europe about a journalist who visits cities all over europe and writes about the current transition of the state of affairs in Western and Eastern Europe into the 21st centurz. itäs well written, but itäs prettz damn long, around 800 pages. iäm going into maastricht and bavaria this weekend with the familz. iäd ideallz like to pick up a little bit in maastricht and bring it home because a bowl would be nice hahaha, but weäll see if thatäs feasible. itäs been verz good here, but i do feel i need to meet people mz age and hang out now. i lack that over here. friends, that is. but hopefullz i can fix that. next week iäm gonna take a train into düsseldorf hahaha so iäll get pictures over there. peas!

iäm gonna miss the 4th of julz :(